Feeling down..

i don't know i should call her today or not...cause last night by the way she chat with me..i feel i know the answer d..maybe im too sensitive or too unconfident...but i'm forcing myself to not find her.. make me feel I'm different from usual like without a soul inside me..cause calling her..talking to her everyday is like one of my habit..I'm addicted to her...i know she won't find me even i didn't find her..cause she is that kind of a girl..anyway..i will go to kk next Tuesday..tomorrow i will make some cookies and tiramisu cake as i promise her..still hope that next week everything will be fine..